“Howwasitpossiblethatsuchanideashouldenterourbrains?Ifeltalittleuneasy—alittlefearfulofmysistershappinesswithhiminmarriage,becauseIknewthathisconducthadnotbeenalwaysquiteright.Myfatherandmotherknewnothingofthat;theyonlyfelthowimprudentamatchitmustbe.Kittythenowned,withaverynaturaltriumphonknowingmorethantherestofus,thatinLydiaslastlettershehadpreparedherforsuchastep.Shehadknown,itseems,oftheirbeinginlovewitheachother,manyweeks.”
“ButnotbeforetheywenttoBrighton?”
“No,Ibelievenot.”
“AnddidColonelForsterappeartothinkillofWickhamhimself?Doesheknowhisrealcharacter?”
“ImustconfessthathedidnotspeaksowellofWickhamasheformerlydid.Hebelievedhimtobeimprudentandextravagant.Andsincethissadaffairhastakenplace,itissaidthatheleftMerytongreatlyindebt;butIhopethismaybefalse.”
“Oh,Jane,hadwebeenlesssecret,hadwetoldwhatweknewofhim,thiscouldnothavehappened!”
“Perhapsitwouldhavebeenbetter,”repliedhersister.
“Buttoexposetheformerfaultsofanypersonwithoutknowingwhattheirpresentfeelingswere,seemedunjustifiable.Weactedwiththebestintentions.”
“CouldColonelForsterrepeattheparticularsofLydiasnotetohiswife?”
“Hebroughtitwithhimforustosee.”
Janethentookitfromherpocket-book,andgaveittoElizabeth.Thesewerethecontents:
“MYDEARHARRIET,
“YouwilllaughwhenyouknowwhereIamgone,andIcannothelplaughingmyselfatyoursurpriseto-morrowmorning,assoonasIammissed.IamgoingtoGretnaGreen,andifyoucannotguesswithwho,Ishallthinkyouasimpleton,forthereisbutonemanintheworldIlove,andheisanangel.Ishouldneverbehappywithouthim,sothinkitnoharmtobeoff.YouneednotsendthemwordatLongbournofmygoing,ifyoudonotlikeit,foritwillmakethesurprisethegreater,whenIwritetothemandsignmynameLydiaWickhaWhatagoodjokeitwillbe!Icanhardlywriteforlaughing.PraymakemyexcusestoPrattfornotkeepingmyengagement,anddancingwithhimto-night.TellhimIhopehewillexcusemewhenheknowsall;andtellhimIwilldancewithhimatthenextballwemeet,withgreatpleasure.IshallsendformyclotheswhenIgettoLongbourn;butIwishyouwouldtellSallytomendagreatslitinmyworkedmuslingownbeforetheyarepackedup.Good-bye.GivemylovetoColonelForster.Ihopeyouwilldrinktoourgoodjourney.
“Youraffectionatefriend,
“LYDIABENNET.”
“Oh!thoughtless,thoughtlessLydia!”criedElizabethwhenshehadfinishedit.“Whataletteristhis,tobewrittenatsuchamoment!Butatleastitshowsthatshewasseriousonthesubjectoftheirjourney.Whateverhemightafterwardspersuadeherto,itwasnotonhersideaschemeofinfamy.Mypoorfather!howhemusthavefeltit!”
“Ineversawanyonesoshocked.Hecouldnotspeakawordforfulltenminutes.Mymotherwastakenillimmediately,andthewholehouseinsuchconfusion!”
“Oh!Jane,”criedElizabeth,“wasthereaservantbelongingtoitwhodidnotknowthewholestorybeforetheendoftheday?”
“Idonotknow.Ihopetherewas.Buttobeguardedatsuchatimeisverydifficult.Mymotherwasinhysterics,andthoughIendeavouredtogivehereveryassistanceinmypower,IamafraidIdidnotdosomuchasImighthavedone!Butthehorrorofwhatmightpossiblyhappenalmosttookfrommemyfaculties.”
“Yourattendanceuponherhasbeentoomuchforyou.Youdonotlookwell.OhthatIhadbeenwithyou!Youhavehadeverycareandanxietyuponyourselfalone.”
“MaryandKittyhavebeenverykind,andwouldhavesharedineveryfatigue,Iamsure;butIdidnotthinkitrightforeitheroftheKittyisslightanddelicate;andMarystudiessomuch,thatherhoursofreposeshouldnotbebrokeninon.MyauntPhillipscametoLongbournonTuesday,aftermyfatherwentaway;andwassogoodastostaytillThursdaywithme.Shewasofgreatuseandcomforttousall.AndLadyLucashasbeenverykind;shewalkedhereonWednesdaymorningtocondolewithus,andofferedherservices,oranyofherdaughters,iftheyshouldbeofusetous.”
“Shehadbetterhavestayedathome,”criedElizabeth;“perhapsshemeantwell,but,undersuchamisfortuneasthis,onecannotseetoolittleofonesneighbours.Assistanceisimpossible;condolenceinsufferable.Letthemtriumphoverusatadistance,andbesatisfied.”
Shethenproceededtoinquireintothemeasureswhichherfatherhadintendedtopursue,whileintown,fortherecoveryofhisdaughter.
“HemeantIbelieve,”repliedJane,“togotoEpsom,theplacewheretheylastchangedhorses,seethepostilionsandtryifanythingcouldbemadeoutfromtheHisprincipalobjectmustbetodiscoverthenumberofthehackneycoachwhichtookthemfromClaphaIthadcomewithafarefromLondon;andashethoughtthatthecircumstanceofagentlemanandladysremovingfromonecarriageintoanothermightberemarkedhemeanttomakeinquiriesatClaphaIfhecouldanyhowdiscoveratwhathousethecoachmanhadbeforesetdownhisfare,hedeterminedtomakeinquiriesthere,andhopeditmightnotbeimpossibletofindoutthestandandnumberofthecoach.Idonotknowofanyotherdesignsthathehadformed;buthewasinsuchahurrytobegone,andhisspiritssogreatlydiscomposed,thatIhaddifficultyinfindingoutevensomuchasthis.”
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